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| 02:20am 20/01/2009 |
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first off if i didn't mention it before, kayla is doing great. she had her sutures taken out this weekend after having them in for 2 weeks. she still has to wear her e collar because shes OBSESSED with licking herself and she licked the scabs off her belly. but nonetheless, shes healing.
the main point of this insomniac rant that i wanted to get off my chest. as you guys should know(though i try not to mention it too much cuz i'll just end up bitching and rambling), i work in a hospital. now don't get me wrong, it is a very nice hospital, but the people that work there...well not everyone but alot of the people which i've come in contact with, are very hypocritical. the motto, or whatever the hell you want to call it, is "simply the best...service matters." thats not even what i really wanted to talk about...the MAIN thing that has been chapping my ass...well one of the many things, is the doctors at the hospital. not every doctor, but the majority of doctors, or surgeons or anyone else who makes a shitload more money than me, seem to just forget i exist. for example, i say hi or smile and make eye contact or something...like we're supposed to do with the "customers", and for the most part, they won't even make eye contact with me...they just freaking ignore me. ok, so here's my point. just because you are damn well smarter than me, you went to school for a long time to get where you are, and you make a crapload more money than i do, does NOT give you the right to look at me like im an untouchable. you know, i get paid to clean up after you lazy messy motherfuckers. now granted, there was one awesomely cool doctor who worked at the hospital on one of my floors...he was so cool. he knew my name, he joked around with me all the time, he bought me and the nurses in ICU pizza...he didn't look down his nose at me like alot of them do. he treated me like an actual person...because yanno, just because we clean up the shit people don't even want to imagine, that doesn't make us any less human. we are just the same as all those doctors and nurses, etc. we're just trying to get by in life, paying bills, paying rent....we're just trying to survive this crazy fucked up world... |
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| 02:23pm 04/01/2009 |
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kayla's at home now...yay!
shes currently snoozing on my lap. still kinda groggy, but doing good. |
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| 04:39pm 03/01/2009 |
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its only been slightly over a day since we took kayla to the vet and i can't believe how empty the apartment feels...
she's coming back tomorrow but still.
in short, if you don't plan on breeding your pets (mostly dogs and cats), please get them fixed.
kayla had to have emergency surgery because she developed pyometra in her uterus.
if we hadn't thought that she had been fixed before we got her (like the shelter had told us), we would have taken care of that years ago.
now i really don't want to go into what pyometra is, but it is scary...it can be fatal, thank god we took kayla to the vet in time.
so she had the surgery this morning, everything went fine. she was down to 6.1 lbs yesterday(skin n bones really) and dehydrated. she was too unstable to have the surgery done last night so overnight she was pumped full of fluids thru an IV.
apparently everything went ok, no complications, and her uterus, as expected, was "hugely filled with puss". so they removed it and all her other girly parts. tonight she's at the vet, staying overnight for observation. if all goes as planned, we'll be picking her up tomorrow. |
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| ding dong the witch is dead... |
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| 02:19pm 02/12/2008 |
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seriously, the woman who lives above us, is a psycho...and just freaking mean...
i do NOT like her...
it takes alot for me to hold a grudge towards someone for a while....but oh my god, i seriously despise her... |
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| when in doubt... |
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| 01:11am 14/11/2008 |
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listen to sarah brightman
hell why not? i have 94 songs of hers to listen to...so when i cant find anything else i want to listen to, why not shuffle through her music...
shes awesome, and my parents and brother got to see her live wednesday night...they suck...
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| 11:10pm 12/11/2008 |
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| 08:36am 04/11/2008 |
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so now i'll have the right to complain...
but hopefully i won't have a reason to |
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| 07:36pm 28/09/2008 |
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today is a good day. the brewers are in the playoffs, for the 1st time in 26 years...
they beat the cubs, and the mets lost to the marlins
man i love the brewers!!! |
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| 02:24pm 29/08/2008 |
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so we got a new pet, actually it just came in the mail today lol
its a baby leopard gecko named Zoe.
i'll have to post pictures when we get them, she's hiding now so we cant |
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| 02:15am 21/08/2008 |
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i wonder how people move on after their significant other passes away. i know they do, obviously...most of them anyways. i think about this and i dont know if i could go on. i know more than likely i probably would...i would be miserable but i could...
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| how much of a nerd am i? |
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| 10:16pm 02/08/2008 |
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well a prime example of my nerdiness...
if you read my last entry you'll understand why this happened...
last night i had a dream we took kayla to the vet because we thought she had hip dysplasia. well i started arguing with the vet b/c she didnt believe me that cats can develop it. i was yelling "ITS RARE IN CATS BUT IT CAN HAPPEN!!!"
yea im a nerd...
and im kinda starting to think that she does have it, her back legs are stiff, but she doesnt seem to be in any pain, so i dunno...maybe im just looking too much into things |
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| 01:46am 02/08/2008 |
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mood:  nerdy
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i just spent at least an hour writing down all the dog breeds in my "The Dog Breed Bible" book which are susceptible to hip dysplasia(genetic abnormal development of the hip assembly wherein the head of the femur doesn't fit into the pelvic socket snugly....WHICH usually occurs in dog breeds with mature weight of over 30 lbs, but can also occur in smaller dogs AND cats)
*takes a deep breath*
thats a lot of fucking dog breeds to write down. i counted over 80!!
how big of a nerd am i?
but i am excited...
i, with the help of my lovely wifey Lisa, ordered 2 vet tech textbooks off of amazon.
AND i hear im getting more for christmas
*dances a jig* |
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| 10:41pm 31/07/2008 |
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so i think the interview went ok. they said they were wrapping up interviews and i'd know next week either way if i got it or not. i wont say anything else until i find out, dont wanna jinx anything |
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| 12:43am 30/07/2008 |
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mood:  nervous music: You are Loved (Don't give up) - Josh Groban ...on repeat
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so later on today, i got an interview for a much better, higher paying job.
i know its not a great deal because i already have a job, BUT i hate this job...it stresses me out more than a job should. and i stress out about it more than i should.
so this job. its for an anesthesia aide position.
i doubt that it wont be stressful, but at least i'll get more respect with it. i wont be treated like cinderella anymore. and it pays alot more than housekeeping
so yes, im nervous...
please send good positive vibes my way...i already have one CNA at work praying for me lol |
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| 12:03am 28/07/2008 |
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music: You are Loved (don't give up) - Josh Groban ...on repeat
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this song is exactly what i needed to hear today...
seriously...
i love it!
You are Loved (don't give up)
Don't give up It's just the weight of the world When your heart's heavy I...I will lift it for you
Don't give up Because you want to be heard If silence keeps you I...I will break it for you
Everybody wants to be understood Well I can hear you Everybody wants to be loved Don't give up Because you are loved
Don't give up It's just the hurt that you hide When you're lost inside I...I will be there to find you
Don't give up Because you want to burn bright If darkness blinds you I...I will shine to guide you
Everybody wants to be understood Well I can hear you Everybody wants to be loved Don't give up Because you are loved
You are loved Don't give up It's just the weight of the world Don't give up Everyone needs to be heard You are loved |
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| 07:12pm 20/07/2008 |
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so ive been thinking alot lately.
for those of you who have been avid readers of this journal since the beginning, even way back when i used my other journal...or even for those of you who just knew me from way back then. you might remember when i went through a whole "woe is me, i just wanna curl up and die" phase.
well, i dont know if i grew out of the urge to write everything down, or what. but lately when im down, i dont have that urge to share anymore.
i'll still update this journal, but it wont be as much, and not nearly that depressing
so you all should be celebrating...
less of my ramblings....and less depressing-ness |
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| everybody else sucks... |
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| 11:48pm 15/07/2008 |
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mood:  bitter
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yes all you people who can legally get married without moving to certain states/countries, SUCK...
i hate you all |
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| 01:07am 10/07/2008 |
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cheese tits and salsa pussy
taste good to me |
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